20th

So today is 20th past 8 daz...!!
20th means a big date for me...so todayz post is dedicated to the date 20th!

Its that my first experience with career workshops began in the month of January.

EHL is all providing edu counseling.Why i loved this concept was  because,had i had this edu counseling,i would not have ended up as an engineer.It was a compromise on life for 4 years.What i had undergone,anyone else shouldn't!
So...soon after my final sem exams,i hit EHL office frequently.And all happened on the 19th of May.
I was so hell informally dressed..uff!!Just cant describe in words.And Mayur...The then CEO had offered me an internship with a good stipend.It was just wow!!I jumped at the first go!!!OMG!!Mayur after knowing that Geetha S Prasad is a moving mess offered me an internship...is what is worth a surprised AWW!!:O
My work began seriously from May 20th 2011 and my are of work was fund raising.....an area i never knew,the tactics,approach,diplomacy and stuff.Fundraising is all about raising funds without compromising on your self respect.
I was a set a real big and a huge and an unimaginably big figure of 10Lakhs.That  10 L just kept me awake for so many nights just worrying about how would i raise so much.With a pay comes more responsibility....One month,one complete month,one solid month  it took just to prepare all the materials required for fund raising.and trust me..i did that with all my heart,mind and soul into it.

Office ambience was absolutely congenial,absolutely at home feel.I had Shalin,Ishaan,Charan,Thatha,Lukky,Akki,Mehak,Nagesh,Shrihari,Hari and Mayur as a visitor(hez a buzy man,works in about 4 roles in a day).It was fun being out there.That figure of 10l never bothered me,so long i was with them.I got real close to them.
It was time ticking closer to the 20th of June which would mean,"Geetha,you are done with your internship.Its time for you to leave"This thought just drove me so mad at things,it just suffocated me...!
And finally it was 20th of June...Trust me,my heart was not beating,it was thumping.and then came as a surprise that  meant "Gal! you are in!!your internship has been extended".That moment was  something that i can never forget.(beta.....dil mein laddu foota..!!!,mere dil mein guitars and drums and casios bajne lage...)


Break free.......!!!I was back with my freinds.BAck to work,back to fun,and finally back to life!
The daily self-assessments were supposed to be submitted to Mayur, assessed against the job you were entitled for.I never set out for fund raising,because i just wanted  someone who could train me and lead me by hand and then once i have confidence,i would head it all by myself.Uff...all that never happened.So in my self assessment i graded myself a "C" which means poor. and yes i was because i could not raise a penny!I felt redundant,damp and sick.It was nearing the 20th of July...and this time i was sure...i   would be turned out.I had delivered no productive work at all,not even in the area i was entitled for!

And again a bang on!!I was in!Now that was beyond a surprise....I was redundant,i knew there is nothing i could do out there.What ever!The point is....I was in EHL back!!
I'm an absolute mess,I talk a lot,i love fun,I make a hell lotta noise.In fact I'm proud that "silence please "boards in my office were placed for me.:P:))))
What was even more stimulating was that my focus of work had shifted from fundraising to editor in chief,as i was called formally...:P.I love words,so....This was pretty satisfying a job.:)

Then came lots of events lined up.I stretched beyond my area of concern and started working in CWs also.We had one successful anti-corruption walk.So August was a busy month big time.
August was also a month of "Koi aaneko hai".August 22nd came my new CEO Chandrashekhar Puch,foncly called as Chandu,more fondly called as Puch.:P

The work pressure was ausum.In fact I started discovering new capabilities in me,it woke up all the dormant abilities in me....The structure of our office was to take a real good shape,but then!!It was the 20th phobia again.I'm not sure if i would continue here further or i would be tatfied!:((

I'm still waiting for response.Life was at the edge of the iceberg.But not to fall in pit,i still had a few more options open.I wanted to see EHL bloom,blossom!All I'm getting at is.....I don't want to leave EHL for any reason.

I gotta be waiting till 31st of August to know if i can continue or not

EHL ki mala mein piroyi hui mothi hun......Mujhe tut ke bikharna nai hai...........:(((
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Hi people!!
Its a great occassion writing this blog.Its the friendship day's eve!!
Yippie......
Life is so full of meetings and partings.Some walk into your life,some walk out and some leave their impressions in your life.
This blog is dedicated to my friends.
Its about those who mean a lot to me,its about those whose seconds of spending time wid u jus gives u a reason  2 smile,its about those 4 hum u  crave for their presence,its about those hu caresse and say"grow more",its about those widout hum ur life wud b black n wyt,its about dose widout hum ur life myt b full of deathly silence,its about those hu always keep pulling ur leg be it right or left,its about people to whom a beat of your heart is dedicated.
Wow!!
This is something i just wanted to tell ya guys,that i never will be able to tel ya....

Sushma:
Shez has been a wonderful frend 2 me.Shez just so dumb but still i have 21 years of  great time with her.Shes a lot stupid,a lot idiotic,a lot lazy,a lot crazy........The first time i ever cried was when she was leaving for a camp in  Gujarat for about 10 days.I still remeber that scene in the railway station......OMG!I remember when she carried me all the way to my home wen my tummy was aching badly.I remeber the way she taught me social..I dedicate my EDC mark 2 you gal.Widout you i'd have flunked in EDC!!!
I remeber having shared the lightest of the lightest moments of my life with her but then I have a grave concern that shes gonna walk out of my life and enter someone Else's!!
M gonna miss u............!!
I will not be able to tell ya dis,but sometime hopefully u read my blog,(i noe..u hate reading big n huge article)you'll understand wt u mean 2 me.

Ramz!
Shes has been my friend since my schooling.She is someone exactly opposite me.She likes and loves books and i hate them.She was  a super stud in class n was a super dumb in clas.She was a super favourite of all the techers and i was always shunted out of the class.Shez a girl of few words, and i'm full of only words..I love talking.I never thought i would bind so tightly with her.
I know..i have put you on hold for 4 long years saying i'd meet you sometime......I'm really sorry for that!!
I shall make it up for all that!!
Its time I say Ramz....I really miss out life at  large ,had you not been a part of it!

Sonu:
Thats Veronica David.The first time i spoke  to her was in my 9th class,6th period ,Thursday.:))See i remeber the day....
Shes like mera jeevan kora kaagaz kora hi reh gaya.....:((
She was such a sober girl with no expectations from anyone,just happy  with the things around her.Then i entered her life and disturbed the harmony of her life.:P
For 7 long hours we used be together,talking talking and talking...and then back home at 2:30,have lunch and again stick to phone.OMG!!!what on earth we used to speak so much,i have no clue.....
She has been a very boring girl.But still i say....I love you sonu!The 3 words that speak volumes about my fellings for you.

Babby and Karan:
Guys....We have shared the ausum moments,I swear.Every moment of it is so beautiful.and i miss those days.!!
How we used to discuss about khichdi,Hansa,Rosesh,Monisha Sarabhai etc....
Babby i did have some issues with you...but then realised that these petty issues don't weigh more than the good relation we had.So just kicked it off.I wouldn't tell you this(u know...female ego...:P)I miss every moment we spent!! sachii!
Karan is an absolute gentleman i know .A very very simple guy, a very sweet guy.I never had any issues with him at all,never ever!!
I'm really bad with numbers and it was only me sonu,karan and babby who used to score low in  maths and used to share humara dukh equally!!:P
Kasam se.....We were the krazzy 5!!!
I'm proud big time to say that!:P



I wish i could go bak to school!!!
 Guys....It was you who made me feel at home in a strange place like Vijayawada and make it so happening.Today,this moment,from the bottom of my heart i say.......I cant get you out of my head
It hurts a lot to know that your not here with me all the time.I really wanna be with you
I wish you were here

Manvita:

Manvi...u were just a mountain of patience!I really thank you for bearing me for 4 long years.It was just  so warm having you around me.You did mean a lot to me.I never confessed or may be i can never ever tell you what you meant and still mean to me.You meant a whole big world to me.What went wrong,no clue..but all i know is i lost you.I really miss you alot
I cant even find a word for how much you mean to me
I wish we could be the same again.I really really really miss you and love you
And that whatever happends between us.. youll always be in my heart and
there will always be a place for you in my life Manvi.You definitely might not believe any of these words....but this all i got to tell you!

Shalini:


I knew her since Jan 24th,2011.She has been in my college for 4long years and i spoke to her at the fag end of my last semester!!Whohuuuuu!
She'z  very very boring.She doen't tease nor participate in any usch thing.She loves politics and i just hate it.She is SHALINI MATA:-So full of  philosophies...!!I hate them!!
She loves her country,She is someone whose definition of romance is just OMG kind,who treats "Bol na halke halke " as the most romantic song,whose memory card is full off patriotic songs.I bet you  ask any patriotic song,you find it right in her phone.This is just so unbelievable.and even more unbelievable is that I stuck up with her.Now......that's what i call irony!!:P

Whatever it is...all i say is Shalin...Only I would wish for you to be here with me loving me.... :P
Hehehehe....Dats selfish me!!

Ishaan:
Met him on Jan 24th,2011.He was in a green tees i remember.I din't speak to him at all.I just randomly decided that I wouldn't talk to him anything personally at all.I absolutely have no clue about why i decided that.And I swear i cannot stick to my words.chi....
He has the power to set hearts on fire just by his words.Kudos to you ishaan!!

All my stupidity at its height  has been witnessed by him.:))))
When i fight with him all he gotta say is "Geetha..."dats all.OMG how can someone be so chilaxed.
All day long he used  to be around me and all of a sudden when he left YV...that created a huge void.That left me shatterd.Big word though...:P
He is gonna fly off to Dubai  and I'm gonna really miss you...............
Ishaan i have told you lots of times and still say....I love you like krazzyy!!!:))

Charan:

I saw him first on 24th.Just saw him or may be it would be perfect if i say i just heard him.What a bullet voice...!!!You know....I love guys with a bullet voice.and his voice was far beyond that...don't know what.Actually this guy doesn't need a mike...:P.Seriously.
I mistook him to be someone who is commanding,someone with too much of attitude,someone who tyrannizes.But having spent some time with all i realized is that he is just not what i assumed him to be and he is something much worse than that...:P
He is extremely commanding,throws attitude everywhere he goes, and lots!!!He can never be a diplomat and says anything point blank
I should tell you..that he was the only guy who made me cry....u a record setter charan!!
There are a few words like..."good for you","I mean it" and i dont remember if any....
I have been asking this guy for something and he hasn't turned up with them yet.
Every argument he wins and i lose,he makes me realise am a fat ass!!.But at the end of the argument I'm proud to be an ass..:))
I might know him just 2% of what he actually is(as charan says),I'm happy with this 2% of charan,always pulling my legs,giving me a james bond look,just waiting for a chance to mock me down.....But you know what...i love him like whatever he is!!
I'l dedicate a complete post for Charan sometime later...but for now,i'l keep it short.
I know...he would just laugh this off but charan........

So...this blog is dedicated to you guyz who have made my world wonderful,colourful!!
I'm sorry if i hurt you ever,but thats something i never intended to do.
  Thanks for being,bearing with me.!!!
And pure dil se,sache dil se i say........I love you!!Each one of you is a priceless pearl to me.